Found some bridges. Not sure if these views are real on Fundly? Seems like a gimmick. Though this is High Steel Bridge. An idea. Far far away and remote. Peaceful leap of faith
I tried to become a Wall Street trader by focusing on order flow and volume profile. I would combine Technical Analysis with fundamental. With those two combined I would plot out my quantitative data in a form of excel and see which trades had best probability. My favorite type of trades were trying to trade of a recent spike in volume and at some point the market would retrace to this level. In theory it was an idea of unfinished auction/ business. Overtime I've grown accustomed to the markets. I mainly focused on futures trading with the ES and NQ. My death in the market was not sudden. It was a slow grinding out display. I'd become hot for a few months at a time, but then to only blow it all away in 1 month. This would become a process of trial and error in the beginning, but the more I tried, the worse I became. It's a hoax. If you see anybody selling courses for trading, just know it’s a red flag. An obvious starting point in history of this was from Jessie Livermore. He became a hotshot in trading by making over 100 million in the 1920's, but lost it all. You know what he did next? He started selling courses. Eventually all traders alike will implode. My experience with the market has been 4 years. I can tell you all the nuances that occur in the market. To name some occurrences, when fed chair starts speaking, when president announces tax capital gains, when a cargo ship blocks a trade route, when the market goes with in 1 tick of your target and then whipsaws you out of the trade. That's just some examples... Trust me there's always more curve balls. Every time you think you gain one step in the market, it will throw you down twice as many as you took for one.
So why do I say all this, and why is my title Suicide? Well, I'm at an utter end. I'm fed up with how this world is. It's a matrix we live in. We are born into hoping and becoming something more than what we can actually achieve. Hope is a dangerous game. I've lost most of my money over a span of 4 years trying to better my life. You know how people say money doesn't buy happiness, they are dead wrong. Having money is what gets you a car, a bike, a house, food, free time, etc. Otherwise if you work in cheap labor, you are a slave. Like many of us we have failed. Most of us never defies the matrix system we live in. We just behave or don't know any better. Becoming pro in sport, CEO, making money from trading, or becoming millionaire is NOT NORMAL! It’s unfortunate there is no VR like the Oasis, otherwise I would be there in a heartbeat. I'm sick of my life. I can't imagine living here any longer.
The reason I ask for 100k is because I have nowhere to turn and on the edge of taking my own life. 100k would restart my life. And no, I am not trading ever again. I know that game. And you can't win. I would like to start a food truck business with my sister selling homemade baked goods. We have a good spot for it, and I know the community would like it. The money won't be Earth shattering or life changing, but it would be provide sense of good. Providing tasty pastry's for your community is a great feeling. I hold experience making baked good for our community run, bicycle, and triathlon races. Everyone was always appreciative of our tasty sweets. Please if you’re reading this donate if you like to.
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Why do I have conscious at this time? why was I born at a certain time? Why can't I remember my traumatic bicycle crash causing head injury? This world we live in has rules. Breaking them, would breach the Matrix. Only the lucky or selected few are awarded the prestigious glamour's life's. How can I reach the oracle to get out. I have no where to turn. It's either keep living this dreadful life or I get out somehow....
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