Recuurrent ovarian epthelial cancer is has tried to control our lives. But with chemotherapy, anticancer drugs and surgeries. Now is in need of biologic therapy and target therapy. I was asked to write some things about me for this. Well to be honest I am tired and worn out. I get frustrated after having to have operation after operation. I don't understand sometimes but I guess i am not suppose to. So I live by this. In the end its not going to matter how many breaths you take but how many moments took that took your breath away. I don't want to live forever just want to see my kids grow up graduate highschool colleges. Get married have their children. It sounds crazy but my greatest joy out of life is being a mom. So when I get told it spread to my liver and stomach and my only hope is the Mayo clinic I felt like all my hope was gone. Then my daughter looks at me and says you don't have to fight for the woman who suffer everday, no mom just me fight for me. So I am asking to live for my beautiful daughter. She is all the reason in the world for me to live.