I'm Exhausted

Fixed the goal it says 1,000 now.

Don't where start so I'll just introduce myself. My name is Alex Crane and I've had a rough life even though I'm 20. This campaign is to acquire finances for a better life than I been living so far I basically want to achieve that by moving out of the U.S. also the goal is actually just 1'000 I typed a extra 0 by mistake. For mast majority of my life being physically and mentally abused since early childhood but things have gotten a bit better since I moved away but only a little. I'm Autistic and have PTSD as well as some other undefined mental disorders. Lately I've felt "empty" I feel like I nowhere to go sometimes, no purpose in life. As if I'm just supposed stay in a hole, a box or cage. I feel trapped almost though some days I feel calm, content. However I feel like all things I want to do in my life are unreachable even though the things that asking for shouldn't be so hard to obtain It shouldn't be so hard to be treated as an equal, It shouldn't so hard to except people for who they are, It shouldn't be so hard to obtain respect. Sometimes I feel like I'm just making excuses because I know that my life could've been a lot worse and some of us have been through worse. I just want to escape already I tired of waiting for things to get better , I tired waiting until I'm better, until I'm ready. I can't sit around and wait for everyone else to get one the same page as I am. I'm exhausted that I have fight for everything single thing in life including happiness and family. I'm exhausted of all the obstacles, of all targets on my back . I'm just exhausted of everything at this point. (For any questions email at valiant.valiance@gmail.com.)